Future: assignment 15

Assignment 15: Future plans

What does your life look like in the next six months?

-December

I am going to be going back to school for the rest of the semester, and I want to at least pass all of my classes. I don’t care what grades I get, alright, yeah that’s a lie,  I do care about my grandes and I super want to pass all of my classes. I want to work on communication with my family and friends: tell them how they can support me and be honest with them. I want to get back into the groove with soccer. I’m progbably going to have to go to therapy every week now, and actually be honest with her. I want to also continue adding days between each time a relapse comes.

-January

Get back in the swing of things with school and friends. Hopefully get in some classes that I enjoy taking a succeeding. I want to do well in soccer and to continue adding days between each relapse.

-February

It will be my older sister’s birthday… but it’s also Valentine’s Day. Anyways this month might be a little rough for me because of some reasons I don’t want to talk about. But If I do self-injure, which I am planning not to… but if I do, I will try not to think all of the negative thoughts surrounding my slip up. I hope for myself to understand and realize that one slip up doesn’t make me a failure

-March

I want to be in a good place emotionally and physically. I want to be happy with myself and comfortable with my body. I want to be able to look at my arms and not be triggered.

-April

This is my birthday month, so hopefully it will be a good month. My goal is for this month is to have an enjoyable birthday and to hopefully have fewer impulses and to have more days in between when I act on them.

-May

It’s going to be the end of the school year, so I really want to feel happy with myself and hopefully the self-injury will not be an option for me anymore. I want to be playing soccer and enjoying my life. I want to be in a good place with my parents and my siblings

Describe where you think you’ll be in five years

I see myself in college with a lot of friends, and with homework and being busy. I see myself living a happy and enjoyable life with a loving family and friends. I see myself living a life free of self-injury and ana/mia.