Assignment 10-11

I decided to post two posts today because I forgot to post yesterday, and they are both short passages.

Assignment­­­­ 10: 

I want my life to be good, so that I will be happy. I want to get all A’s in school, have a significant other… who treats me well, can handle my craziness and they have to be good eye candy haha. I want to be healthy and beautiful; to stop self-injury and the ED. I want to have a couple close friends who treat me nice and I can tell anything. For my family not to fight, to be a better sister, to have a better relationship with my parents. I want to have a good relationship with God, have a good paying job, play soccer, and be good at it.

My attitudes

            Being bratty or a snot

            Having bad days

            Being mean

Beliefs: I don’t think any bliefs with keep me from amking progress.

Behavior

            Engaging in self-injury/EDs

            Acting out at home

Being mean to friens

Feelings:

            Anxious

            Upset

            Frustrated

            Mad

            Angry

            Envious

            Irritated

            Annoyed

 Assignment 11:

Well, I like being a woman. I would rather be a woman than a man. I like having long hair, wearing some make up, and sometimes I like to dress up.. usually just wearing jeans and a nice shirt. I think that the media puts a lot of pressure on girls to be super skinny, tall, tan and beautiful. And like they give you an “ideal” woman and everyone should be like her. If you aren’t like her, you won’t have friends or a SO.

Honestly, I really hate my body. I hate how my legs and waist., because they are extremely big. I wish I could weigh less than 100 pounds. That’ is my ideal weight. I would give anything to be that skinning and beautiful. I also like my intelligence, I guess. I’m pretty smart. I don’t know if that has anything to do with being a woman though.

The media tells us that a woman should be super skinny with big boobs and butts. Also like, women have the hard job in a relationship because we have to carry the child, and then go through the pain of delivery.  It makes me frustrated because guys don’t have to go through that kind of pain. Girls are supposed to be like “girly-girls” and only care about materialistic things. Like I’m a girl, I don’t want to dance or model or something… I am a girl and I want to play sports. Get at me bro.

We get called beautiful and stuff from parents or friends. It kind of makes me feel really good about myself and about my physical appearance.