Kat would be 19 today

Today is Kat's 19th birthday.

Here is a post I found from two years ago:

Dear Katerra Harper,

HAPPY BIRYHDAY! Today you celebrate your first birthday with Jesus. Although we lost you months ago, I can feel the pain and see the memories from that day so vividly. Words cannot describe how missed you are, how loved you are, and how amazing you are. My heart is breaking right now thinking about you, but I know that you are in paradise and there is no better way to spend your 17th birthday. Darling, I keep fighting for you. You are my inspiration, and I know you would want me to continue fighting and helping others. That's who you were... A helper. You cared about others more than you cared about yourself. You were my hero, you are my hero. I know you are looking down at me right now and I ask from the bottom of my heart if you can ask Jesus to strengthen me, because I feel so weak. I feel so inadequate but I can hear your voice, telling me how special I am. Kat, thank you for existing. Please have fun with Jesus today, okay? I love you always and forever. 

-Jules

I also found this post from Kat from December 30th, 2012 

 

Anyways, this is journal is dedicated to Kat. 

January 24, 2016; the day she would have turned 19. 

You have missed so much, I just wish you were here. 

Everyone loves you so much. 

I honestly can't think of much to say, because I'm so upset that you aren't here. I'll try to write another one 

later today. 

XOXO, Jules