Entry 13: Some days..

Some of the best days are when you are able to spend them with the people who love you when you aren’t able to love yourself.

Some days, the only thing you can do is smile

Some days, the only thing you can do is close your eyes and breathe

Some days, the only thing you can do is stand up straight and continue walking

Some days, the only thing you can do is clench your fists and bite your tongue

Some days, the only thing you can do is hold your breathe and wish for the best

Some days, the only thing you can do is laugh through the pain

Some days, the only thing you can do is spend time with friends

Some days, the only thing you can do is wake up

Some days, the only thing you can do is be brave

Some days, the only thing you can do is watch a movie and forget your situation

Some days, the only thing you can do is go for a run

Some days, the only thing you can do is walk away

Some days, the only thing you can do is live

Some days, the only thing you can do is spend time with your superior’s dog

Spending the morning with Marnie, who is the sweetest little dog I’ve met, always helps my mood. She is so energetic! When I walked through the door she started jumping and kissing me. We went into the living room and sat there until her mom left… lol… and as soon as her mom left she started bringing me all of her toys! She brought me this one that is a squeaky moose, and it was the funniest thing I’ve ever witnessed!! She put it in her mouth and started trotting over to me squeaking squeaking squeaking

She brought the most joy to my heart that I just needed so badly. She loves to make people happy and smile! We went on a walk too, and she found a random thing in the snow and we picked it up, and it was like finding the golden ticket! Marnie thought it was the coolest thing! To have that amount of joy in my heart would be such a blessing.

She is just a shining light, whenever I need a little pick-me-up; I head down and have a play date with that dog. Dogs are able to love soo many people! They love you when you can’t love yourself. When you can’t even look at yourself, they are right there cheering you on!

Some days, all you can do is let someone love you because you don’t want to love yourself. Sometimes the person you let love you is an energetic, cheerful, overjoyed dog J

The best therapist has fur and four legs.